My dreams are extremely vivid. The kind where I wake up and can't distinguish dreamworld from reality. I've even been known to have to call people and double check to see if my dream was real - yeah, I'm a little screwed up (but we already knew that). So, you'd think - those sex dreams must be like my own personal porn right? and be awesome, right? Nope.
These dreams always involve someone in my real life, oh no - not some celebrity I'd love to fuck - but someone in my real life. Usually, thank god, it's been someone I have been attracted to and been daydreaming about. But sometimes it's not (that's a bit awkward). So, I wake up from this very vivid dream, of someone in my real life, and now I feel like we've had some very intimate moment (sometimes really dirty - my mind isn't all candles, fireplaces, and bubble baths you know!) and suddenly I'm embarrassed like I've mind raped them! Now I have to face them nice time I see them thinking that I did really mind rape them. Oops.
Lastly, and the single most frustrating thing of all about these dreams. And probably the one reason that I hate them the most is that I never get off in these dreams. No, I never orgasm. NEVER. Never, ever. I have to tell you, the man always does (apparently I roll that way in my dreams too - I'm a giver!) but I always wake up before I'm done. So I wake up feeling sexually frustrated and horny as all get out. Yes, that pisses me off more than anything. Especially right now when I'm in a phase of "being good" (Please reference my post about Mr. Right Now) I know a lot of girls that have had the big O in their sleep during these dreams - oh no not me. My controlling mind won't let me. Yeah, no fun....
So, enjoy your sex dreams everyone. I will enjoy mine, until they end - then I will lay there frustrated. Yeah, and feel like I just mind raped some dude I like. Oops.
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